[The phone rang in a room at 4:00 AM]
Kavya: Hey! Are you okay?
Siddharth: Yaa! I am all right. What happened to you?
Kavya: NO! I just had a nightmare.
Siddharth: Are you kidding me? You are calling because of a
nightmare.
Kavya: OKAY SORRY! Take care. Call me if you need anything.
Siddharth: Such a kid you’re! [And he hanged up the call]
Hello and welcome to Stories. Facts and Dreams!
Kavya is back with another storyline that will make you happy & emotional at the same time. I don’t know but there might be hundreds of people who have a similar story, who can relate to this experience.
The story is all about Kavya and Siddharth roller coaster
friendship.
The beautiful friendship of kavya and Siddharth started when
they were in 5th grade. It’s been 10 years of friendship and they never felt
the need of anyone else, theirs are a roaring friendship. They trusted each
other to the core and swore not to leave each other side.
They could talk and talk for an hour, spending most of their
time on the phone, their small fights are a sign of their strong friendship and
love between them. The friendship is real and so are the fights and they always
make sure that they both get what they need and that brings them closer. Few
things will fuel intimacy, connection and closeness like being seen, being
heard and coming through a storm side by side.
There were days in kavya’s life where she believed there is
nothing wrong in this world and she could never be unhappy or sad at any
moment. She can't describe how happy she feels in his presence. She can't even
begin to describe the love she has for him. Yes! The Love
Rewind to 2016:
Making fun of each other, calling each other for no reason,
seeing each other at their worst, the time when she realized their roaring
friendship turns into love for him, She realized she was in love, and it scared
the crap out of her.
She didn’t want to be in love with her closest friend because she was afraid of losing him, but even more so, she was afraid of being rejected, because she knew he didn’t feel the same way.
For the past 3 years,
she is preparing herself that one day he will leave her and she will be all
alone.
One sunny afternoon, when kavya and her friend doing shopping
and packing bags for their reunion party, her friend’s words of wisdom,
“instead of avoiding the reality and your feelings, the first step is to
acknowledge what it is, being honest about your emotions and being vulnerable
won’t destroy you” gave her a ray of hope.
After gathering all the courage, she decided to talk about
her feelings to Siddharth and she finally called him but there was no answer.
She decided to confess her feelings at the tomorrow reunion party.
Kavya has only 9hours from that moment to plan something delightful
and make him feel special.
She arranged everything so beautifully that any guy can fall
in love with.
A gift, a letter and his favourite food!
The day arrives and Kavya is all set to blow the gaff.
It’s 6:30 in the evening when she decided to play a game and
confess her feelings to Siddharth, But things are not always as they seem,
while crossing the dinner table she overheard that Siddharth is already
secretly in a relationship with someone and the girl is from his college and
they are quite happy with each other.
Those 4 words were enough to ruin everything.
She felt lost, confused and heartbroken.
Tears came down from her eyes and thinking about him, how
she was always cheerful only to make him happy. All their memories flashed in
front of her eyes and tears were rolling down her face. She felt helpless and
shattered. She smiled a hesitant smile and left the party.
“Why?!” she yelled as loudly as she could.
“How can someone be so sugar-coated and hide things from
you?
A boy who shares everything with her why not shared such a
life-changing story with her?
What is the meaning of being a best friend for the last 10
years?
How Can you love someone who is already in a relationship?”
Tons of questions to ask but she respects their relationship
and back off because it will be like putting a grain of salt in her wounds.
The next 3 weeks were surely crucial for her, her biggest
fear came in real-time but still, after preparing herself for 3 years her heart wasn’t ready, she
tried to heal at her own pace.
After a time span of 2month kavya decided to leave for her
abroad studies with a smile on her face, Without informing anyone she left the country with her untold feelings.
Kavya knows love isn't about what makes you feel good. It's
about genuinely caring about what makes the other person feel good and choosing
that over your own happiness. She knows that falling in love has no rulebook.
Some people don't get their happy endings and you never know
where you are getting with your untold feelings until it’s the end and when
things end you don’t cry because it ended you just try to put up the smile and
be grateful that it happened. Everything will pass like all things do, even
LOVE.
2years now, when she finds herself on the train of thought
headed to the past for too long, she kindly takes her ticket and head to the
exit door.
Ink pen, 5 years and Diary pages!
Only the diary knows how much she still loves him”
Thankyou For Reading ❤
This is Shraddha Kshirsagar signing off. See you soon in another blog with a new storyline till then take care and spread happiness.
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